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FIVE LETTERS
ON A

CONVERSION TO ROMAN CATHOLICISM
BY

ROBERT RODOLPH SUFFIELD.

PUBLISHED BY THOMAS SCOTT,
NO. 11, THE TERRACE, FARQUHAR ROAD,
UPPER NORWOOD, LONDON, S.E.

Price Threepence.

��ON

A

CONVERSION

TO

ROMAN

CATHOLICISM.

Alfred Villa, 2 Parson’s Mead,
Croydon, Surrey.

My Dear Sir,—Your niece is, with the best inten­
tions, preparing for herself an almost irreparable
calamity. For a brief period, she can, without selfreproach, use those powers of reason and conscience
given to her by God, to be cultivated—not abrogated.
It would be a crime to destroy our own natural limbs,
our own natural eyes, and replace them with the
limbs of another or the docile eyes of a machine. But
it is also a crime (though perpetrated without malice)
to substitute for our individual reason, the conscience
and will of another. From the moment she has sworn
the soul’s servitude to an Italian nobleman, and to any
English or foreign gentleman appointed to represent
him in the confessional, she will deem herself bound
not to think “ what is right ? ” but to ask another,
“ Tell me what is right and I will be your slave and
do it, and if my thought or conscience suggest to me
that you are mistaken, I swear to banish such sugges­
tions from my mind as a temptation ? ” She will reply,
“1 do not intend submitting to these men as men, but
as the chosen and infallible representatives and mouth­
pieces of God.” Then to elect that infallibility, she
must use her own fallibility. Thus, the result can

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never (logically) be to her more infallible than the
result of her own fallible investigations, but it will
become all that the man claiming that infallibility
chooses to make it, for that man will use his absolute
and irresponsible authority to forbid his mental and
moral slave from ever even interiorly questioning his
assumptions. Obeying an ex-officer, a nobleman’s
son, an Italian who received a very meagre education,
who is aged, benevolent, infirm, wayward, honest,
obstinate, and profoundly self-conscious that he is the
inspired representative and infallible vicegerent of the
god of the universe, your niece will imagine that she
is performing an heroic act, in prostrating before a
foreigner she has never seen, the conscience, the re­
sponsibility, the judgment imparted to her by God.
She will reply “ God tells me thus to cast my mental
and moral nature at the feet of a stranger.” Where ?
How ? When ? Those are the tremendous questions
she is now preparing to solve. That investigation
must indeed be lengthened and profound, seeing how
stupendous, how unnatural is the result. A miracle of
miracles, indeed, is needed, to set aside the personal
responsibilities proclaimed by the creation of God.
Your niece is preparing to consign to eternal torture
every individual who does not recognise a Roman
nobleman as the infallible governor of mankind:
who does not accept as essential to eternal sal­
vation, a dogma, which was an open question
amongst Roman Catholics until the last three
years. She is preparing to renounce the Universal
Father and to substitute for worship the God of a
privileged sect, who will appear on the altar like a
small biscuit. She is preparing to renounce the
brotherhood of mankind, to seek admission into a sect
anathematizing—not only her parents and friends, but
millions and millions of mankind. Profound, indeed,
must be the investigations, certain the convictions
which can enable her thus, innocently, to blaspheme

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Gocl’s goodness, to limit His mercy, and to anathema­
tize His children.
When I was a Roman Catholic I often discussed
with fervent and believing Roman Catholic priests, a
fact we all noticed, namely—that converts invariably
deteriorated—either mentally or morally ; we puzzled
ourselves over the solution. I am inclined to think
the solution is this—Converts are very sincere and
earnest; they work out the system thoroughly and
practically, and thus reap its gravest disadvantages.
For a few years your niece will be very fervent, very
eccentric, and very happy. Then if her former better
human nature begins to arise again, she will sadly feel
that she has made a mistake. She will probably
hardly dare, thoroughly, to own it to herself
and never to others, but will bear it as a silent
sorrow to her grave. She will say strong bitter
things against heretics, and wear scapulars, and confer
for hours with a “ director,” but a universal scepticism
will have possessed her heart—wearied, disappoint­
ed, and fearful. I have witnessed this a thousand
times. She is worshipping a vision of beauty which
only exists in her imagination ; like many other gentle
and good souls, she will cling to the illusion and fancy
it a reality. Should she enter the Roman sect, I
could almost wish that the illusion should endure to
the end ; otherwise, when the disenchantment comes,
and she, awakening to the reality, sees not a vision of
beauty, a heavenly Jerusalem on earth, but an ecclesi­
astical polity, striving by ignoble means for the
mastery j sickened, saddened, and deceived, she will
wish she had never been born.
You ask me what books would help her. The
question is to me a difficult one. I have read much
in defence of the Roman Catholic dogmas, but very
little on the other side. There are works which I
could commend for many facts and arguments, but
■disfigured by calumnious attacks upon the Roman

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Catholic clergy and the Roman Catholic nuns, and
by misapprehensions as to some doctrines. Moreover,
the present Roman Catholic Church is only three years
old, and the antagonistic literature is therefore limited.
The controversy is limited now to the infallibility of
the Pope. If the Vatican dogma be accepted, all the
rest must follow. Upon that subject I might name
“ The Pope and the Council, by Janus.”—“ Papal
Infallibility and Persecution; ” a small brochure (Mac­
millan, 1870), “ The Roman Catholic not the one true
religion ” (Triibner), and Whately’s “ Errors of
Romanism ” and “ Cautions for the Times,”
Blanco White’s works are invaluable, but unfortun­
ately difficult to obtain ; they ought to be reprinted.
I name authors who assume as divinely authoritative
the Canonical Scriptures, and who believe that in our
little world the God of the Universe became an infant
and died; but I consider that she ought to study
deeper, and to ask herself “ Is the Bible infallible ? ”
“ Did God become a baby ? ” “Did God die?” In such
inquiries she would be helped by the works of FrancisNewman, Greg, Martineau, Hennell, Voysey, Vance
Smith, and Thomas Scott of Norwood.
Surely she ought to pause and examine before com­
mitting herself to a position from which she would
not easily recede. She will become attached to priests
and nuns, and Roman Catholics, for she will find them,
in England and Ireland—kind, gentle, and affection­
ate ; just the characters she would the least wish towound ; not in reality, more good than others, but, in
some respects, perhaps to her, more attractive. If I
exaggerate the virtues of English and Irish Roman
Catholics, you will pardon the partialities of affection,,
of gratitude, and of memory.
The more I love them, the more do I lament that
terrific dogma which compels them to reply to that
love with an anathema. These words of warning you
may use as you like—but I am not hopeful—many

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are the slaves of the imagination, and they offer
themselves as holocausts to an illusion.—-Yours very
sincerely,
Robert Rodolph Sufeield.

Second Letter.

It is probable that your niece has made up her
mind to become a Roman Catholic; in that case, I
do not think that the most cogent arguments would
affect her. She has committed herself to a corpse,
and her whole existence will be occupied in an unceas­
ing effort to galvanise it into life, and dreaming amidst
illusions to persuade herself that they are realities.
Once let a person with blinded eyes grasp a leader,t
and be persuaded that it would be criminal to doubt
his infallibility, the docile slave “knows” that all
arguments and facts opposed to his claims are wrong,
and only asks, “What are the best replies?”—and
there are plenty of replies—replies sufficiently plausible
to satisfy those who are determined to be convinced ;
sufficiently skilful, contradictory, and refined to em­
barrass those who have good sense, an honest heart,
£nd not much learning.
All persons have their special moral weaknesses.
Men and women whose minds have been either
effeminated by the “nothingness” of what is with
cruel sarcasm called “ good society,” or at once wearied
and weakened in futile search after that absolute
certainty which all the sects insist on declaring to be
■essential for “ salvation,” plunge into the Roman
Church, much as the fevered forlorn will plunge into
the dark flowing river—one leap, and it is all over.
During the leap, what can you do ? After the leap,
the corpse floats along with the current; if eddies of
foam occasionally are seen, it is because there is still
a remnant of life, and amidst the pleasantly benumb­
ing flood, the victim moves on restlessly to death.

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No arguments can dispel a moral weakness which all
the churches have conspired to create, and to enforce
by creeds. All her life she has been praying against
“ heresy,” as if it were a foul moral crime, and profess­
ing opinions over and over again, as if so to do were
the essential virtue. Correct opinions on abstruse and
intangible questions have been done up into amulets,,
which hung in chains over her mind as an Anglican ;—
she suddenly has been startled by perceiving that there
are difficulties she cannot solve;—morality would require
her to think—weakness makes it easier to submit
—and she submits to the most reckless asserter. A
mind weakened finds comfort in yielding to whatever is
the most positive. The Roman Church has no doubts,
can answer everything, and though the answers con­
tain absolute contradictions, that is all so much the
better, because ‘it is all a mystery.’ Moreover, the mind
cannot easily embrace in its vision opposing difficul­
ties, when each difficulty aggregates around a dogma,
set off with all the paraphernalia of poetry, legend,
and tradition.
In the Church of England she had a cultured and
zealous priesthood, confessors, absolution, sacraments,
baptismal regeneration, sodalities, creeds, superstitions,
prayers, anathemas against sectaries, apostolic succes­
sion, submission enjoined to ecclesiastical authority—
she is frightened lest there should be a flaw in some
of these, so she resolves to seek them in the church
whence they flowed into the Church of England. If
we say to her, “ Perhaps there is a flaw in the Roman
Church,” she replies, “ Oh, but there must be certainty
and security somewhere, and where, if not in
Rome ? ” She is probably too much imbued with anglican orthodoxy to be able to accept the only reply,
“ There is not absolute certainty anywhere, but there
is security everywhere to the seeker who never utters
or acts a conscious lie in the name of religion.”
Nevertheless she may possibly be open to a warn-

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ing; and you may, as you desire it, use my name in
conveying to her the following :—
My statements on this subject cannot be treated as
devoid of authority. For twenty years I was apos­
tolic missionary, and discharged duties not unim­
portant in many parts of England, Ireland, Scot­
land, and France. I published a work (“ The
Crown of Jesus,”) which obtained the widest cir­
culation, was publicly commended by all the arch­
bishops, and received the papal blessing. I left
the Roman Catholic Church on the day on which
the Papal Infallibility was proclaimed. I never in­
curred, even in the smallest matter, the censure of any
ecclesiastical super'or. I never even had a quarrel
with any Roman Catholic lay or ecclesiastic. There­
fore I have none of the bi tterness which sometimes is
found as the result of con flict. I have the most per­
fect and intimate acquaintance with all the minutest
workings of the system in all departments of the
Roman Church. All who have known me in public
or in private during the last three years, can testify
to the affectionate kindness of my feelings and speech
as -to all the Roman Catholics whom I have known at
any period of my life. From my father, who, like
all his predecessors and relatives, belonged to the
Roman Catholic Church, into which I was received
by lay baptism in infancy, I obtained those feelings of
respect and sympathy towards the old religion which
brought me to its sacraments in the midst of my uni­
versity career. My father had privately ceased to be­
lieve in any orthodox creed, and though during twothirds of his life he never practised the Roman Catholic
religion, he never opposed it. Sharing the liberal ideas
then so common amongst educated Romanists, he re­
garded the Church of England as almost identical with
the Roman Catholic Church, but more beneficial in its
influence, less dangerous, less logical, less arrogant,

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less consistent, more enlightened. His remembrance
of the first French Revolution retained him in a con­
servatism at once religious and political, and family
traditions flung around Catholicism a halo of poetry,
and inspired, even to a sceptic, a chivalric affection
like that felt by Royalists towards the Pretender.
Reared thus amidst a union of Scepticism, Conservat­
ism, Catholicism, and Anglicanism, and surrounded by
characters of singular beauty, just at the period when
Anglicanism was extolling Romanism, and returning
to it as a child to its mother, I gave myself to the
priestly life with an enthusiastic and undivided alle­
giance. Unable to prove to my satisfaction any of
the dogmas of orthodoxy, I accepted them all “ on
the authority of the Church.” The “ authority of the
Church” I accepted because a revelation without a
distinct interpreter could be no revelation at all, and
taking the premise for granted, there was no alternative
for a Christian but to acknowledge either the Roman
Church or the Greek Church; but the Greek did not
claim a living infallibility. At that time the “ autho­
rity of the Church” was left undefined—a faithful
Roman Catholic could change his stand-point accord­
ing to the exigencies of historic or logical difficulties;
at one time he could mentally meet a difficulty by
remembering that the personal infallibility of the
Pope had never been defined; at another time he
could allow to the system its full logical development,
and deem the papal infallibility true, though modified
by restrictions mentally invented to meet difficulties
as they arose. Thus argumentatively the “ authority
of the Church” rested on its necessity, if dogmas be
essential. The Roman Church presented the creden­
tials of supplying that condition now; and having
supplied it in times past, it possessed the logic of
success, a success by no means adequate to its claims,
but the success of having alone lived through genera­
tions to realise the idea of a wide-spread theocracy.

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Under that vague conception of “authority” vested in
a divine society, many could have died peacefully
without a doubt. But the present Pope was deter­
mined to accomplish in his reign the wildest dreams
of mediaeval ambition. Encyclicals were issued to
anathematise liberty of conscience, the liberty of the
press, the liberty of the state, the liberty of science,
the liberty of association, the liberty of the episcopate;
to denounce civilisation, freedom, progress, and inves­
tigation ; the world was to be divided between slaves
and the accursed. Honest men began to say the
Pope cannot be infallible, for these teachings are
obviously immoral, they renew in precept the very
enormities which we have all our life long been
indignantly repudiating. If these decrees are to be
deemed infallible, no Boman Catholic can without
hypocrisy engage in political life, or demand a single
political liberty. Then a few prelates like Dr Man­
ning, urged on by laymen like Dr Ward and M.
Veuillot, and by a section of the Jesuits, flung them­
selves into the papal schemes, and began to urge
on the definition of Papal Infallibility ; thus for two
or three years raged a domestic controversy which
touched the very foundation of the Roman Catholic
system, viz., “ Where does the infallibility exist 1”
The most learned Romanists proved that the con­
templated dogma of papal infallibility was utterly
opposed to Scripture, reason, history, morality, reli­
gion.. The infallibilists (or Neo-Catholics) argued
that it was the only logical development, and that it
obviously existed nowhere else. During this contro­
versy doubts arose in numerous minds. Most Roman
Catholics determined to refuse to think, they drove
away doubts by the violence of their denunciations
and the loudness of their professions. Many priests
and laymen (to my certain knowledge) lost all faith,
but bound to the Church by the ties of interest,
affection, family, and pride, have remained in it, often

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siding with the bitter outward profession of the party
of non-thought. Several of the learned refusing to
abdicate reason, virtue, and history, yet clinging to
sacramental and traditional Christianity, being men
of courage and sincerity, renounced papal allegiance,
and became “ Old Catholics.” Some (of whom I was
one) saw every atom of the fabric crumble away on
its foundation of mist. Such, from the religion of a
sect girding itself for the persecution and debasement
of humanity, passed, at first sadly (how sadly few can
tell), out of the associations of the past, into the reli­
gion of the universe, the theism which, if undefined,
embraces all.
When the fearful interior conflict had ended, and
I found myself no longer a slave to Pope, bishop, supe­
rior, confessor, and a sectarian God, it still seemed to
me almost wrong to think or to act independently.
It was only by degrees that I could realise the degrad­
ing, soul-subduing bondage from which I had been
delivered; then great joy and peace possessed me, as
I felt myself rise from slave into man. Most docile
Roman Catholics are happy whilst they believe; slaves
are happy under prudent masters, but it is a happi­
ness which degrades master and slave. This personal
history will explain the mixture of opposing feelings
with which I touch the Roman Catholic question, viz.,
tenderness, gratitude, and love towards the Roman
Catholics I have personally known, and heard of in
my family, along with an intense dislike and dread of
the system of Neo-Catholicism which is now identified
with Vatican Infallibility. Your niece, like many
others, has mistaken for palliation of the system, my
homage of affection rendered to persons who conscien­
tiously are its victims. Moreover, I have no sympathy
with the vulgar, ignorant calumnies against Roman
Catholics, and therefore, even in the first sermon I
preached in London as a Unitarian or Theist, in a
Unitarian Chapel, hearing that some intended to come

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expecting to hear an anti-Romanist oration, I selected
for my subject, a practice familiar to Roman Catholics
and many other religionists, but rejected by most Pro­
testants. Thus, whilst I systematically deprived my
secession of every feature which could conciliate vul­
gar support, I felt that I reserved to myself that power
which in the end belongs to those who, though they
occasionally with calmness warn, yet more frequently
■extenuate, and never calumniate.
Third Letter.

The English Romanism of to-day differs from that
•of Gother, Charles Butler, and Lingard, as much as
Pusey differs from Tillotson. The declarations made
by the Vicars Apostolic whereby Roman Catholic
emancipation was obtained, are now “ damnable
heresies.” For the modern Vatican religion teaches
that the Pope is, and always has been, infallible
whenever he in his own mind means to speak or
write authoritatively as Bishop of Rome and Vicar of
Christ. That decree elevates all former bulls, encycli­
cals, pastorals, and pontifical teachings into inspired
and infallible documents. The Pope is by divine right
supreme (in all matters he deems important) over all
potentates and all individuals. He is an irresponsible
universal dictator. A Roman Catholic has to believe
with interior assent not only every statement in the
Old and New Testament and in the apocrypha, but
also everything in the bullarium. Almost every in­
famy and absurdity possible has at some time or
other been thus proclaimed. Besides the dead weight
of the past, nothing remains for the future but a
leaden despotism. At any moment the Pope may,
at the instigation of an ignorant Italian monsignore,
send a telegram or letter which he may intend to be
official (ex Cathedra)—that document may contradict

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science, fact, and the whole universe of God, but it
must be not only obeyed, but believed—intentionally
to doubt it would entail an eternal hell. Volumesare already filled with “ condemned propositions ”—
all these are now divine condemnations, and mercy,
justice, and toleration, will be found therein accursed.
To ordinary Roman Catholics, the papal authority
is publicly exercised through the Bishop, and privately
through the Confessor. If an ecclesiastical order is
given, and to a grave degree violated, it is a mortal
sin, such as excludes from heaven unless absolution has
been given to the penitent promising never to repeat
the disobedience. These orders regard innumerable
matters of ordinary secular, domestic, political, social,
educational, commercial, scientific, and social life—in
short everything a person cares about. Books, news­
papers, societies, amusements, soldiers, magistrates,
peace, war, parents, husband and wife, children,
—all are minutely legislated for. It is a mortal sin
in any matter to obey the state, or parent, or con­
science, in defiance of the Pope. Therefore all such
matters have to be treated of in the confessional, and
settled there.
However, still there remain a few things at the
choice of this papal slave. There is a machinery to
enslave even that feeble remnant of personal re­
sponsibility. The system of the Jesuits has now
permeated the Roman Catholic Church, and operates
through the Bishops quite as much as through the
“ Society? Tl*e Jesuits annihilate the individual by
“'direction.” During the last few years they have
rapidly spread the system of direction throughout
this country, and the Anglicans are extensively
adopting it.
The theory of direction is this—besides the con­
fession of sins—it is highly pleasing to God to ask
the advice of the confessor on all the minutest details
of life,—individual, domestic, political:—the direction

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of the confessor is not infallible, “ but his very errors­
will be overruled to the spiritual benefit of the docile
penitent.” Jesuit directors chiefly exercise their skill
on people of the higher and middle classes, or on
interesting penitents, but, to the disgust of many of
the older clergy and laity, this odious system of
espionage and arbitrary interference is rapidly per­
vading all the confessionals. Frequently have I heard
good and experienced Priests deplore the fatal results—the character rendered morbid and weak, cast at the
feet of a man the least qualified to guide—-for it is
notorious that the Priests who chiefly strive to become
“ directors ” are the most self-sufficient, narrow, con­
ceited, and egotistic, though under a mark of sanctity
which deceives no one more than themselves.
On incidental occasions the confessional has rendered
a service, but I fully concur in the conviction ex­
pressed by several of the most thoughtful, excellent,
and believing Priests, that very frequent confession
is invariably an evil. Continually are Priests pain­
fully puzzled by noticing that people never improve
by confession—that those who do the least required by
the ecclesiastical law, are nearly always superior in
character to those who do the most.
Knowing, as I do, the excellent intentions of most
of the priests and most of the lay people practising
that rite—knowing the many sacrifices entailed for
tis accomplishment—I do not make these remarks
with pleasure, but I tear them from my memory, with
grief of heart, in answer to your inquiries.
Fourth Letter.

Your niece says that whether the Eoman Catholic
religion be true or not, anyhow it is good for her—
of course it is right for her to do whatever she honestly
and thoughtfully deems right. Individual rectitude

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depends on conscientious intention. In such cases
intentions are sometimes mixed and vague. Although
not agreeing with you in blaming the priests. I cannot
accept the statement as worded by your niece.
In the end, an illusion cannot be the best for any
sane person. The question is whether certain state­
ments are true or not. If true, we ought all of us
to embrace them. If false, it is morally wrong knowingly to embrace or to encourage them.—it is injurious
to do so ignorantly,—e.g., Was Peter Pope at
Rome when Paul wrote to the Romans without
naming him? Was Peter Pope when Paul opposed
him?
Does ecclesiastical history show us the
Bishops of Rome claiming the infallible powers now
claimed by Pius IX? All the modern Roman Catho­
lic religion rests on papal infallibility. What are the
overwhelming proofs to substantiate a dogma dis­
believed by the most learned Roman Catholics only
three years since? Such matters do not rest on
internal consciousness, but on history. Can it be
God’s intention that all religion should rest upon a
complicated historical investigation ? Again, all past
papal teachings are now infallible, therefore the con­
demnation of Copernicus and Galileo, should be ap­
proved. The devout Roman Catholic ought to believe
that the sun moves round the earth, the earth being
stationary and flat.
Again, all the past decrees about purgatory, indul­
gence, and the scapulary now bind as articles of faith.
Therefore any one who can contrive to die wearing
two bits of blessed brown cloth cannot go to hell,
and will be saved from purgatory by the Virgin Mary
on the Saturday after death. All miracles and visions
approved by the Pope, now are articles of Christian
Faith. These things are either facts or fables. Dr
Manning sometime after the death of his wife became
a Roman Catholic; almost immediately he was or­
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begin the study of Theology at Rome. He main­
tained the papal claims and became archbishop; a
young man kneels before him, gets his head touched
by him, and a little oil rubbed on his hand, whilst a
few words are muttered. The next morning that
young man takes hold of a little biscuit and a glass
of sherry, and when he has whispered four words over
these, the biscuit becomes a man, and the glass of
sherry becomes a man—any person must go to hell
for ever who should in his mind fail in his belief that
all the flesh, blood, and limbs of Jesus as man are in
each, as also his human soul, and his divinity—should
any crumbs drop from this divine man, who looks,
feels, tastes, like baked bread—each such crumb
contains the hands, feet, and entire body of that
same man.
A priest had taken this “ sacrament ” in a pyx in
a little bag in his waistcoat pocket to give it to a sick
person [for a Roman Catholic has to believe that he
eats a man, and swallows his God]; the sick person
died without the sacraments necessary for salva­
tion, because the priest had on his way called on a
friend to fix a boating trip. The priest was grieved,
but as the man was dead, he went his boating trip,
having the “host” in his pocket—a shower of rain
came on, and the water got into the pyx in which
Jesus Christ was. The priest on his arrival at the
house, opened the pyx and could not decide whether
what he saw was Jesus Christ or dough—if the ap­
pearance of bread remained, then it was Jesus Christ
-—if the appearance was that of dough, then Jesus
Christ was not there. Such is the theology binding
on all. The question is, are such things revealed
truths? if so, how tremendous must be the evidence
which can alone justify our accepting such statements
without the immorality of hypocrisy or conscious
illusion. What evidence did the Apostles adduce
that they possessed such powers ? Did they ever

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claim, such powers ? Priests now only claim them by
a virtue handed down to them by the rite of ordina­
tion. How would the evidence satisfy an English
court of law ?
When a Roman Catholic has swallowed the host,
he has within his stomach the limbs, feet, hands,
heart, blood of Jesus—the identical human body
which was once on the cross—that body continues
within his body as long as the qualities and appear­
ances of bread remain, z'.e. until it is decomposed. The
appearances of bread are’ merely present in the host
miraculously. Surely such transcendent miracles ought
to have been propounded distinctly by Jesus and the
early disciples, if truly believed by them.

Fifth Letter.
Roman Catholics are strictly forbidden to dwell'on
any thought likely to produce doubts ;—but for that
crushing of the mind, no one could live in such un­
ceasing uncertainty. Uncertainty accompanies every
act of his religious life, from its commencement to its
close. Nothing in his religion is valid unless the
minister of the sacrament means the miracle—the
outward act is not enough. Unless the Pope means
to speak officially, his utterances are not infallible;
his saying that he means it is not sufficient, he must
mean it; but the outward act binds others just as
much as if he did mean it. I would never do any­
thing for the sake of wounding the feelings of Roman
Catholics ; but if I, though no longer a priest, (ex­
cept by a Papal theory), chose to go into a baker’s
shop and say, Hoc est corpus meum, and meant to con­
secrate ; all the quarterns, half quarterns, rolls and
biscuits made of pure flour and water would become
men—so many Jesus Christs ;—but those wherein the
ingredients were, to a considerable part, potatoe,

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alum or rice, would not change. When I was at St
Sulpice, a devout priest of the Solitude at Issy, thus
thought he had accidentally consecrated all the French
rolls at dinner, and requested people to pause and
adore their God present on the table-cloth with his
human body. On another occasion, that same priest
forgot to say the words of consecration at mass, being
in ecstasy; so he communicated all the people with
bread instead of flesh, and only afterwards remem­
bered his mistake. If I went into a wine merchant’s,
and whispered a short sentence over the bottles and
casks adequately open to my view,—the wine, if not
too much brandied, watered, or adulterated, would
all become God and man. If the wine on the altar
be not pure, there is no change produced at consecra­
tion—no God—no human body—no blood. The
priest buys his altar breads of a bookseller; his house­
keeper cuts them up and trims them with scissors,
and puts them out ready for consecration; if the
priest does not mean to consecrate when he says the
words, or if he says the words erroneously, no conse­
cration takes place ; or if he means only to consecrate
the hosts in one particular vase’on the altar, whereas
other hosts are lying close by, these others continue
bread. The same doubts infest all the Sacraments.
The Roman Catholic abdicates his reason to a church'
which presents to him nothing but a complication of
uncertainties, to be acted upon without investigation.
As to the beauty of the services—it is all very well
for people who like tinsel, and haberdashery, and
genuflections, and plenty of wax candles ;—undoubt­
edly, young children, and grown up children, are
pleased with such pretty baubles, but those who are
Behind the scenes are perfectly sick of them, and only
go through them as a duty. Before a high festival, a
vestry is like the green-room of a theatre ; and in the
month of May, the dressing up of the Madonna is
gone through with a feeling of shame by every man

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who is not a born woman. I think an exception
must be made for the bishops. I believe that when
a bishop is dressed up in all liis tawdry, crowned with
a mitre of gilt pasteboard, and genuflected to, and
addressed as my Lord, that it does rather please the
recipient—though I know that some of the bishops
are not beguiled by the adulation, but regard it all as
necessary nonsense to be gone through for the sake of
a good slice of absolute power. People who like a
show, can see it done better in a theatre—and it is
quite as religious ; for the instruction given to all the
performers of the solemn masses, and other grand func­
tions, is not to pray, but to mind the ceremonies, so as
to perform them accurately. Dr Gentili used to say
—“ I have been all over Italy, and found once, in a
country village, a sacristan who was not an atheist; ”
reminding me thus of the repeated saying of an Eng­
lish Roman Catholic bishop when he returned from
Rome: “There is one honest man there, and he
is weak, vain, and obstinate.” Every one understood
him to mean the Pope. The whole thing is rotten
where it is not an illusion; and these dear good Eng­
lish and Irish Roman Catholics being not allowed to
think or to question, are the more easily surrounded
with the halo of their own gentleness, and tenderness,
and reverence. I do not mean that they are gentle
or tender towards heretics and unbelievers, for they
are not. They are bound to believe them morally
criminal; hateful to God, and deserving of all pun­
ishment. To a believing Roman Catholic, persecu­
tion is now de fide, and a virtue. The Vatican sect is
at enmity with the human race.
You are not correct in your opinion regarding
priests and nuns. I quite concur with your statement,
that if your niece gives herself up to them, and then
leaves them, she will have to endure much from them
even in this country. When Dr Newman and Dr
Manning left the Church of England, and joined the

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■ 23

Church of Rome ; when —-—- (a Unitarian lady)
became a Roman Catholic, Unitarians expressed
surprise, but never calumniated, knowing how im­
possible it is for all good and clever people to think
alike; but if your niece leaves the Roman Catholic
church, she must expect to be calumniated. The
Roman Catholics regard heresy as so foul a moral
crime, that to impute to a heretic one or two more
lesser crimes, cannot be regarded as a grave injury.
The kindest thing they will say of her will be—“ She
is mad;—she always was rather weak—she is not re­
sponsible
or else it will be, “ She deceived us when
she joined us; she never really had faith, only opin­
ion
she is proud and wayward.” Such sayings
whispered against her, will not be pleasant; espe­
cially when, in all probability, accompanied with
more malignant insinuations ; she had much better
pause now, reflect more, read on both sides, weigh
real evidence. It will be terribly difficult and
painful to retract; particularly in countries like Eng­
land or Ireland, where she will probably not get
shocked by scandals, but on the contrary, attracted by
many gentle virtues and pleasing child-like simplicities.
At one time I thought such virtues existed only amongst
Romanists, and those Anglicans who approximated to
them. I now perceive with gladness that all these
beautiful qualities are the appanage of human nature,
that where they exist, their existence is not the crea­
tion of any dogma or sect-—that they are to be found
in all churches, sects, and creeds, united with all be­
liefs and disbeliefs. When I left the Roman Catholic
Church, I expected never again to find some of the
attractive specialities of characters I had known and
loved. I have found them just the same—just the
same variations—I now believe in human nature.

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You will thus perceive that I cannot endorse your
apprehensions regarding the Roman Catholic clergy in
•countries happily possessing numerous opposing sects.
Nothing would be so fatal to morality as what
anglicans call the union of the churches. You know
the admirable reputation of the anglican and noncon­
formist clergy—the Roman Catholic clergy equal them.
The life of a Roman Catholic priest (especially if
belonging to a religious order) is a very comfortable
life ; he has no anxieties, no responsibilities, no future
to provide for; he may become somewhat egotistic,
self-indulgent, and pharisaical; he may attend sick
calls and the confessional much, as an ordinary minded
surgeon will visit cases j the high-flown things said
of him are in general moonshine ; but his life will be
as morally respectable as if he were a rector or a
minister. The differences will be merely external.
In most parts of South America no native ever goes
to confession—the “religion ” consists in wax madon­
nas—and the madonnas are decidedly preferable to
the priests; also as to Spain, Portugal, and Italy, unim­
aginative Roman Catholic travellers do not report
well. But in England, Ireland, and Scotland, it is
different—the priests vary as to birth, education, and
characteristics, but they are neither better or worse
than their fathers, brothers, and companions.
As to the nuns, most priests of experience are
agreed that they ought not to have parochial schools,
reformatories, or boarding schools; that secular teachers
succeed much better, with much less show; also, that
nuns after some years of convent life, nearly invari­
ably deteriorate. But never in the way you suppose.
I do not mean that nuns do not even, very frequently,
■dote on their confessor with a morbid, sickly, and
intense personal attachment ; they very often do ; as
do also the girls injudiciously secluded in convent
boarding schools; but I assert, emphatically, that
•other accusations as applied to this country, are not

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2 5-

true ; I have been “ extraordinary ” of different con­
vents j if I knew of scandals through private confid­
ences thus intrusted to me, I should of course, in
honour, be silent on the whole subject: but I unhesi­
tatingly assert that, as to the popular rumours of
criminalities between nuns and their confessors, it is,
to the best of my English experience, absolutely false.
I the more willingly glance at real evils, that I may
be trusted when I deny unfounded charges. Many
nuns in convents are not happy, but then they deem
that unhappiness a sign that it is pleasing to God,
and if they were turned out by Mr Newdegate, they
would seek re-admission. But many more are very
happy—lead the life of harmless and rather supercil­
ious, self-righteous children, and if they never become
superiors, retain their childish simplicity and sweet­
ness much more than when they become “ representa­
tives of God.” Nuns all regard Jesus Christ as their
husband, and cultivate towards him the conjugal feel­
ing, especially in the most recluse communities.
And now I have answered all your questions. I
leave my letters at your disposal according to your
urgent request. You can unite with them the first
inclosure, changing in all the letters enough to conceal
the persons alluded to. The other parties agree to
their free circulation or publication.
For myself, under the circumstances I felt bound to
speak, but it has been with pain. When anglican
converts have left the English church—in which they
had passed so many happy and holy years, they
speedily published against it diatribes, in which
they seemed to delight, for they dipped their pen in
gall. I cannot say that it is with any approach to
such feelings that I write of Roman Catholics ; I know
that, theoretically, they cannot reciprocate my affec­
tion and esteem ; but it has been always a delight to
me when I have been able to clear them from unjust

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aspersions; it is with sadness that I warn against
that fearful despotism, under which they must, as
time advances, be prostrated more and more. May
some of those, dear to me by a thousand memories,
obtain courage to investigate, and then, conscientiously
shaking off the incubus, arise as the freed children of
the Universal Father.—Yours very sincerely,
Robert Rodolph Suffield.

TURNBULL AND SPEARS PRINTERS, EDINBURGH.

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